we are very close to each other! we share things together and create a hell out of us! haha!!!
yeaterday nite round 10plus there's this called came from
a guy by the name called denial!!!
some wired guy which i don knw . so i asked him who u are .... and he said that u don knw mi ... am ur new friend la... then i was like... WTF!!! who are u la... but we had a great time yeaterday though i don knw who are they but it sound like the guys we chat in the phone on the other day!!! they were so funny i was really going mad but never turn! so i pass the phone to my coz... rena! she disturb them til they put the phone down!!! lol!!! stupid ppl la... hahaha!!! we slept!!! at #plus in the morning! haha damn funny man ... !!!!
well i yeaterday talked to my boyfriend! but he just gave attitude to mi .... i was very piss off with him! i shouted at him ... after that he say that he was very stress up in his stupid work and other stuffs... is so lame to hear! :( everytime he just keep saying the same things and am so bored of hearing it .... i ask him this if u really trust and love mi u won't be so cold towards mi everytime i called! and also everytime is am calling all the time! he always give missed call and i got t0 call him back ... at least he's working and am not working and i got to control my pp card! its not easy to get money like him ! well i really don knw how to tell him that am not the kind of gal who loved to find fault at all time gal! i try my best to tell him out how i feel with my thought and feelings but he jus don bother! he say don give him more stress! if am giving him stress then he can jus go down with the break ups. the first two months he was so sweet like a CANDY... then we broke up cus he thought i still loved my ex so we nvr talk ! then we came back again on 29/12/08! then we were together again til 17/01/09! he had a misunderstanding with mi and he broke my heart ... and this time he really hurt mi so much til i was sick! on VALENTINE"S DAY! i msg him cus i couldn't forget him! then he say sorry and we came back together til now!!! well hope he will knw am good to him and i don hide anything to him always tell him the truth but he still thinks that am not telling the truth! if we gonna break up again I"LL SAY THIS TO HIM! F**** THE HELL UP AND GET LOST S******! nice words for him!!!
love yet so much HURTS
Labels: love him yet he hurts mi
